Sometimes in life you get that deep gut feeling that something is really wrong. Today I am having one of those feelings. My best friend isnt talking to me. She hasnt since yesterday morning. I know that I shouldnt be all that worried about it because she is probably busy or something. But there is a little feeling inside me that makes me think I did something wrong.. I have no idea what I could have done.
Typically I would be okay and not concerned because I am used to being walked away from. But this time its different. She knows so much about me and I thought we had a great relationship. I am always talking to her, its like part of my daily routine. I guess the thought of losing her just hurts. Because i really have no one else to talk to. My mom has left my family. My dad is going through emotional wrecks everyday. And i just dont feel comfortable talking to anyone else. I only feel comfortable talking to her.. Is this the end? Do I just need to be my own best friend and not let anyone else in? It is hard to imagine us not talking. But I guess the God Lord does everything for a reason..right?